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| A family tree to hang yourself in ( thank you circle of dead children ) |
[14 Apr 2006|05:33am] |
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Life is fuckin hard!
decissions are a bitch, and most definataly ones of these nature.
trust is few and far between now days. its good to have people in my life that i can trust. <3
but anyways, on another note......
toooo much time is not a good thing.
I can't wait for work to eat up some of it. ( i have more than you can shake a stick at )
I won't be as let down when there is nothing to do, because i will have something to do.
I will have money ( which will be for saving only ) but that's a first in a long time.
The physical aspect of it all will be nice. ( health has been really important to me as of late, i hope that sticks with me. )
this entry is dumb i know, but sometimes getting things out of my head and down in a visual aspect, helps me asess things more clearly.
ps. I can't fuckin spell and i don't give a fuck.
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[03 Apr 2006|08:16pm] |
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I want to end my life right now! My stomach hurts sooooo fuckin bad!
No clue why. Everything i eat makes me want to be sick!
I only want two things!
1.Not to feel like this.
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2.JAMIE
i am sure you guys dont care to read about this. but she makes me the happiest boy on earth. Even when i have a hangover and two hours of sleep, she can wake me up and all i can do is smile! Now thats fuckin love. <3
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[29 Mar 2006|05:33pm] |
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Things are going to change for the better. I know it's going to take time, But i want them in my reach NOW. But dont we all? persistance is key. And I have someone in my life that makes me want to be a better person, and I love her for it. I love her anyways, but even more so,for being so fucking awesome. I am becoming a new dave, one day at a time. And I have only her to thank. Thanks love. <3
dave
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| SHIT SON! |
[21 Mar 2006|05:01pm] |
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So yeah its been over a year since i have posted in this thing. And alot has happend, infact far to much for me to go into detail. All i can say is this. Right now at this point in time, i am the happiest i have ever been. And i have to thank all the amazing people that are in my life for it. You know who you are. jamie, shannon, ben, kevin, brent, toby, tim. thank you sooo much.
On another note!
I get to see Jamie this weekend and it's going to be the best thing ever. well i have to get ready for the comp. release show tonite. <3 you all.
dave.
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[25 Jan 2005|05:51pm] |
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dillinger escape plan- 43% burnt |
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friday January 28th
java jims music theatre ( also known as the coolest venue in indiana )
walk a mile
iscariot
icarus escapes
kingston falls
+ two more.
doors @ 6 pm
show starts @ 7:15 pm
seven dollar covor charge.
this show has some amazing bands and if you come out you will recieve big hugs and hand shakes.
be there or be square. i mean come on without music were all fucked, support your local scene.
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| January 28th- java jims music theatre |
[18 Jan 2005|02:20am] |
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come out and support your local scene. tell all your friends we got some new rump shakin tracks for that ass.
Walk a mile ( you have too see these fucks they are simply one of the best live bands ever period )
Icarus escapes
Iscariot
Kingston Falls
plus two more.
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| thoughts............. |
[18 Jan 2005|02:08am] |
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eighteen visions- who the fuck killed john lenon? |
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i seriously wish i had mind control sometimes, but then i really think about it and i dont like manipulating people. i just wish i turn my head into a projector and project my thoughts and feelings in the form of a movie so someone could see how much i wish they were in my life. big words and big thoughts for someone i dont know all that well, but getting goosebumps from holding hands throws signals off for me. if i only hadnt fucked things up before. but i also really dont mind that i did because only small decision can complete change someones life, and even being poor and jobless and eating nothing but ramen, rice, and plain pasta i am really happy with the way things are going in my life. i really need to get some ambition about of alot of things right now. a job mostly, but being as music is the most important thing in my life( has been for a long time, and will be for alot longer ) i just cant find a job that is lenient enough to allow my music not to interfer. i need to get my car fixed like always, and i dont have any money i know a guy will do it for free, but even then its so cold out and i have expired plates and no insurance. i need to inherit alot of money of win the lottery. patent an idea for something that can be used right now, now meaning it would benefit people or convience them so much that they start making it the second after i spring my idea. money is so fuckin evil. without money i a, cant eat healthy, cant be healthy, cant get a girlfriend, cant drive, and sometimes cant sleep at night. even though i think things are really good with me right now i think i am falling apart, i feel like i am on this down hill walk that just wont end. i dont know i had to get this off my chest better here than in my head stressing me out. i'm too fuckin tense as it is.
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| my closet holds no bones |
[13 Jan 2005|10:13pm] |
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so its been since october since i have updated this thing so dont expect me to remember all the things that happend between then and now.
but just a brief brief summery. We'll just say i played alot of shows, recorded a cd, had a birthday, and shared some amazing times with good friends.
visited me moms for my 21st and i have to admit it was the best birthday i have ever had. i found out alot about her, and i am really glad i got to spend some real quality time with her.
my step brother had another heart surgery, that mad me sad but at the same time he's doing much better and it relieves me to know he's doing alright. he's only 27 years young and he's already been under the knife about 5 times.
icarus is going simply amazing our new stuff is by far the best stuff we have written to date. alot more complex, alot faster, alot more melodic. and alot more grind/metal.
were looking to record with scott kline ( drown my face records ) who also recorded our good pals remember arlington, and 12 is romanian. were thinking 4 or 5 songs,and some time in late febuary/ early march.
i want to say thanks to the guys in 12 is romanian for letting me be a big part of their recording process, and for letting me share some good thrash time on the stage with them. thanks dudes.
i would also like to thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday i really appreciated it. and to anyone who forgot it was more than likely because i never tell anyone so dont feel bad.
oh and ps. i heart shannon flynn
i want to talk to a certain person so bad but i really dont feel like i deserve to however.
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| killing rock and raping roll |
[16 Oct 2004|02:49pm] |
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hello everyone i'm asking a huge favor from all of you who read this, please and i stress the please go check out some jams from our band Icarus Escapes the Atmosphere. it would be greatly greatly appreciated. thanks. and drop us a line and let us know what you think.
dave.
www.hxcmp3.com/icarusescapes
www.myspace.com/icarusescapes
www.icarusescapes.com
www.purevolume.com/icarusescapes
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[09 Oct 2004|11:46pm] |
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so were thinking of entitling our 6 song demo, " were only dangerous when we breathe "
any thoughts????? yes? no? maybe?
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[04 Oct 2004|08:42pm] |
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ok so here's the low down on the past couple of days.
we got all the guitars and drums recorded, finished brent and kevins parts sunday, and matthew got two songs done for vocals ( kevin got his backing parts done also ) matt is hooking up with dave again this weeks tomarrow or thursday to finish those out and then bam our demo is done.
i talked to brent today about getting a van.
1. we can get this red and grey dodge van for 1000
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2. we can get the garage sound-proofed and all ready for winter so we can practice at any time day or nite.
i still have to talk to everyone else. i kinda wanna go with the van, but at the same time i kinda wanna get outta kevins moms house cause we can only jam till 9, and i dont wanna overstay our welcome she has been too nice the entire time.
well tomarrow is the day peoples- i get the new love of my life. i cant express how fuckin pumped i am.
in other news i am hungry there for i shall eat.
fin.
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[02 Oct 2004|04:08pm] |
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so i think i have decided to use this thing again. well see how it goes.
well current things go as this
we finish recording tomarrow, i am pretty pumped about that, it only means more shows, and a tiny bit of a profit so we can get a van asap. i just saw a sweet as red a grey dodge van for 1200 dollars on 12 entering dowagiac the other day. that would only mean 250 from the five of us an we could have it plus some.
we got some designs going for stuff on the site and stickers and shirts so that is good. we got the cash to do so, so once we get the design stuff outta the way we can get that asap.
tuesday i get my new bass. which is not the only the bass of my dreams but was on sale also so i got lucky i think it was a sign from the heavens. damn it i cant believe that in two days i will own a warwick. score dave 1 all of you 0.
the painting job is going good i've learned alot and have gotten quite good at it also. i definatly dont mind the work at all and the pay is awesome.
lastnight i actually went to bed at a decent time and got alot of sleep i felt really good today and got alot acomplished at work. then i came home after some dinner, and took a half hour jog. i think i am gonna try and make a habit out of it. also i am once again gonne try and stop smoking. to expensive and i would like to be healty going into winter i always get sick easily in winter. so fuck you old man you wont get me this time i'll be ready for your ass.
well that is all for now, i am gonna try and make this an everyday thing.
oh yeah by the way we got our site up and you should go check it out
icarusescapes.com ( dont type the www, for some reason it wont work that way, were working on getting that fixed. )
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| saturday, saturday, saturday!!!!!!! |
[15 Aug 2004|09:13pm] |
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saturday- 8-21
THE POST
Icarus Escapes
remember arlington
geneva
only when i burn
+ 1 more to be announced.
please come out the show, we will not be opening this time, so if you are a bit late you should still be able peep our set.
also thanks to everyone who came out lastnite, we appreciate the support.
and thanks to andrea for taking even more amazing pictures. <3
ps. thanks to john for being super cool and hooking us up, and all the cool kids from allxwillxend.
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| come out to the show people!!!!!!!!! |
[11 Aug 2004|06:50am] |
Studio 315
315 W Lincolnway
Mishawaka, IN
5 bux, 630 PM
Icarus Escapes
Twelve is Romanian
Remember Arlington
Unworthy Eyes
1 more TBA
be there, or else your ass is "fakin' the funk"
we go on second. about 8:00 michigan time, 7:00 indiana.
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| we finished a new song....rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrock! |
[09 Aug 2004|11:28am] |
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nothing much has happend as of late other than band things, which all in all is fine with me. i cant wait till the day i dont have to go to a shit job to get by, a day when all i will have to do is get up smelly and unshowered and just rock. in due time i guess.
found out lastnite, depending if kevin can get wednesday off we will be playing a show in the bend at a new club that opened i forgot the name of it ( sorry i know i really should know these things ). also this saturday is our first show of many to come at the post in goshen ( also informed lastnite that due to two more bands being added we will only have a 15 minute set, as will everyone else ) i wish this werent so, but all it means is less talk more rock, were gonna jam our whole set straight through will only a 2 or 3 second pause between each song.
recently i got a Hot Water Music live album which i am currently enjoying at the moment. i must say it rocks. i also recent got a headache OUCH, where are the asprin?
i know most people will ignore this message but if you actually do read this i insist, no no no i demand that you go to www.pmfs.net, and take a long good listen to the new planes mistaken for stars album. i promise you wont be let down. and if you are, you can all leave comments, plan a gathering and stone me to death.
i start a painting job within the next couple of weeks which will pay $300 plus a week, that damn music man will be mine in no time. i cant wait to actually be finacially sound for a little bit. all i can say is save, save, save.
well folks thats all i got for now. i didnt get enough sleep and my head hurts so off to bed again.
ps. shanny bird where have you been?????? give me a call son. <3
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| thanks to the people who came a watched us yesterday, <3 |
[01 Aug 2004|05:32pm] |
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lastnight was fun, we rocked the stage twice, i got drop kicked, had a woffle ball game, and then slept.
there was lots of equipment movement going on in between all the things i just listed also.
refuseddddd: hahah awwww i'm telllin, sorry i had to post this because for some reason it made me laugh extreamly hard, like i said before it made me think of 2nd grade, and i loved every second of it.
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| open roads and broken dreams |
[30 Jul 2004|08:30pm] |
Reach the Fuckin sky. owns you all.
even to this day i am sad that they broke up, i miss positive hardcore. and i can relate to every damn song they have. r.i.p. reach the sky. <3
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| i feel like death |
[29 Jul 2004|02:40am] |
sooo i think this will be the last time i post in this thing for awhile if ever,
1. being no one talkes to me on this thing.
2. everyone who is important or atleast try to make an effort to i talk to in person.
3. today was a shitty do so i think i will take it out on inatimate objects rather than myself or other people.
so today within 15 mins. i talked to the girl i like and basically got told what i already knew which is that i live to far away ( which is understandable i'm not knocking you ) that made me sad, i got to work, got fired, that made me more sad, then stupid people from niles drove by and called me a fag while they chucked a water bottle at my head, i must say it has been the best day of my life.
if you dont get the sarcasem then you dont deserve to live.
any ways i have learned this for the most part.
money even though i love it is evil and controls everything.
i give my heart away way too easily, and lets just say i dont want to talk to girls for a long time ( not because of this incident either, just piles of incidents over time ).
niles people are shitty just like i thought they were.
i have no friends other than my band ( and i dont mind that anymore)
and music like it should have been and has been cept on occasion is the only thing that i care about ( other than the people in my band, my mother, and shannon )
so either prove me other wise, or just tell me to fuck off.
ps. this was written all while i was drunk but i am thinking clearly for the most part.
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